{"id":193,"date":"2011-09-17T15:20:55","date_gmt":"2011-09-17T13:20:55","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/gurlz.spry.fr\/?p=193"},"modified":"2011-09-17T15:39:05","modified_gmt":"2011-09-17T13:39:05","slug":"ridicule","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/gurlz.spry.fr\/?p=193","title":{"rendered":"Ridicule"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Moi. En retrait. Seul.<br \/>\n<strong>J&rsquo;ai mal. J&rsquo;ai mal comme jamais je n&rsquo;ai eu mal et, par anticipation, jamais je n&rsquo;aurais mal dans ce qui me reste \u00e0 vivre.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>L&rsquo;impression d&rsquo;\u00eatre humili\u00e9. Incompris. Repoussant.<br \/>\nL&rsquo;impression d&rsquo;avoir tout compris de travers. D&rsquo;en faire des tonnes.<\/p>\n<p>Je suis parti en pensant qu&rsquo;on allait me retenir.<br \/>\nPersonne ne l&rsquo;a fait. Certains ont m\u00eame souri.<\/p>\n<p>Je me vois, m&rsquo;entends, me sens pleurer.<br \/>\nC&rsquo;est tellement ridicule.<\/p>\n<p>Il arrive. Il s&rsquo;excuse.<br \/>\nIl ne comprends pas mais il s&rsquo;excuse.<br \/>\nDu coup, je n&rsquo;arrive plus \u00e0 le d\u00e9tester.<\/p>\n<p><em>Elle<\/em> arrive. Il s&rsquo;en va.<br \/>\n<em>Elle<\/em> ne s&rsquo;excuse pas.<br \/>\n<em>Elle<\/em> ne comprends pas et ne s&rsquo;excuse pas.<br \/>\nMais je n&rsquo;arrive pas \u00e0 la d\u00e9tester.<\/p>\n<p>Donc je me d\u00e9teste.<br \/>\nEt je continue de pleurer.<br \/>\nC&rsquo;est vraiment ridicule.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Moi. En retrait. Seul. J&rsquo;ai mal. J&rsquo;ai mal comme jamais je n&rsquo;ai eu mal et, par anticipation, jamais je n&rsquo;aurais mal dans ce qui me reste \u00e0 vivre. L&rsquo;impression d&rsquo;\u00eatre humili\u00e9. Incompris. Repoussant. L&rsquo;impression d&rsquo;avoir tout compris de travers. D&rsquo;en faire des tonnes. Je suis parti en pensant qu&rsquo;on allait me retenir. Personne ne l&rsquo;a [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/gurlz.spry.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/193"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/gurlz.spry.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/gurlz.spry.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gurlz.spry.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gurlz.spry.fr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=193"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/gurlz.spry.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/193\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":195,"href":"https:\/\/gurlz.spry.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/193\/revisions\/195"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/gurlz.spry.fr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=193"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gurlz.spry.fr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=193"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gurlz.spry.fr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=193"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}